I'm fairly sad today. Actually, it started out last night when the bf and I were talking. The subject of getting married came up and no, not us. Halfway through the exchange, I asked him why he never asked me about get married. I didn't ask the question because I wanted to marry him, mind you. But it would have been nice to be asked, you know. And his answer was because he was against marriage. He said marriage is overrated and all that crap and that our relationship would be ruined if we got hitched.
That made me sad. Not because I wanted to be married to him but deep down, it would be nice to become a bride. There are days when I am content with what we have but there are also times when it would be nice to be a Mrs. After all, who hasn't dreamt of a perfect wedding? I have often done that in the past, to be perfectly honest. And I would have gotten married to my ex-boyfriend about five years ago had the bf not come along. Blame my being emotional now to hormones or pheromones or whatever. I'll get over this, I know but a part of me is still hurting.
I guess a pint of Magnolia Mango Ice Cream is in order. = )
That made me sad. Not because I wanted to be married to him but deep down, it would be nice to become a bride. There are days when I am content with what we have but there are also times when it would be nice to be a Mrs. After all, who hasn't dreamt of a perfect wedding? I have often done that in the past, to be perfectly honest. And I would have gotten married to my ex-boyfriend about five years ago had the bf not come along. Blame my being emotional now to hormones or pheromones or whatever. I'll get over this, I know but a part of me is still hurting.
I guess a pint of Magnolia Mango Ice Cream is in order. = )
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