I was off the loop for a few days so I wasn't able to greet all Mothers a Happy Mother's Day. I did text my friends last Sunday and greeted them. Because Sunday was the wedding day, everyone was busy in Bohol. There was no need to go out because dinner was free at the reception anyway. Hahaha!
This is my third year celebrating Mother's Day and I regret not having done it sooner. Being a mother is the best. Once you become a mother, you understand the meaning of unconditional love. When I gave birth to the baby, I felt a love unlike any other. It's true when they say your husband is not your relation, only your children. Even if I don't exactly have a husband but a boyfriend, that statement still holds true. My love for my son is in an entirely different level with my love for the bf. I know I can survive without the bf but I don't know if I would be able to live without my baby. I didn't suffer post-partum depression but my fear is losing son. I get so worried when he's sick or not feeling well because I get scared it'll be serious and he'll die.
My son is a brat and a very spoiled brat at that. And I know I'll be getting a lot of grief from him as he grows older but I can't help myself. He is the reason I am working so I can provide for him. I aim to give him everything he could possibly need and want. His dad is always there to support us but I don't rely on him solely. If I had to count, he gives about 20% only and that's perfectly fine with me.
Just today, I saw the video about Christian. He is the boy who couldn't close his mouth and does not have eyes. But his mom loves him unconditionally and didn't abort him even if they knew beforehand that there was something wrong with him. That is the classic example of a mother. No matter how difficult, how bad, how crazy things may be, a mother will always be a mother. And that is who I am now.
This is my third year celebrating Mother's Day and I regret not having done it sooner. Being a mother is the best. Once you become a mother, you understand the meaning of unconditional love. When I gave birth to the baby, I felt a love unlike any other. It's true when they say your husband is not your relation, only your children. Even if I don't exactly have a husband but a boyfriend, that statement still holds true. My love for my son is in an entirely different level with my love for the bf. I know I can survive without the bf but I don't know if I would be able to live without my baby. I didn't suffer post-partum depression but my fear is losing son. I get so worried when he's sick or not feeling well because I get scared it'll be serious and he'll die.
My son is a brat and a very spoiled brat at that. And I know I'll be getting a lot of grief from him as he grows older but I can't help myself. He is the reason I am working so I can provide for him. I aim to give him everything he could possibly need and want. His dad is always there to support us but I don't rely on him solely. If I had to count, he gives about 20% only and that's perfectly fine with me.
Just today, I saw the video about Christian. He is the boy who couldn't close his mouth and does not have eyes. But his mom loves him unconditionally and didn't abort him even if they knew beforehand that there was something wrong with him. That is the classic example of a mother. No matter how difficult, how bad, how crazy things may be, a mother will always be a mother. And that is who I am now.
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