Showing posts with label relationship. Show all posts
Showing posts with label relationship. Show all posts

Wednesday, August 1, 2012

relationship thoughts

The bf and I are always together every day. We start out with our daily exercise. During the past seven months we were running/walking, now we're back to biking. After that it's time for business. There are times when the day's schedule is frantic and we have so many things to do and so many places to go to during the day. There are also times when we have nothing to do. We can spend an entire afternoon just talking or sleeping or eating, depending on the mood.

We weren't this comfortable with each other at the start. What with our age difference and dissimilar interests, it is but natural. But that no longer holds true today. Despite our differences, we find common ground and interests. Now, we are content to sit in silence together. We don't have to always talk all the time. He also tries gives in to some of my quirks, understands when I am just in the mood for pasta even if he is craving for lomi and all that stuff.  We don't always do exciting things on normal days but we always make it a point to be together daily. We only take breaks on Sunday but that is only after our exercise.

He is thankful that I am very supportive of all his business ventures. I am the woman behind the successful man, as cliche it may sound. I do a lot of things behind the scenes and I am fine with that. Despite the moments when I feel that I should get married and I will have to end things with the bf, I don't think I can do it yet. I have devoted six years of my life with him and we already have a child. These are things that you can't let go of lightly and right now, I have no plans to do so. The only problem is that nothing ever happens to our liking. Whatever happens, there is always a reason so I try to keep an open mind and heart. I try to cherish every moment I spend with the bf and hope that whatever happens we'll get through it. Through thick and thin, sick and sin.

Saturday, May 5, 2012

you didn't ask...

I'm fairly sad today. Actually, it started out last night when the bf and I were talking. The subject of getting married came up and no, not us. Halfway through the exchange, I asked him why he never asked me about get married. I didn't ask the question because I wanted to marry him, mind you. But it would have been nice to be asked, you know. And his answer was because he was against marriage. He said marriage is overrated and all that crap and that our relationship would be ruined if we got hitched.

That made me sad. Not because I wanted to be married to him but deep down, it would be nice to become a bride. There are days when I am content with what we have but there are also times when it would be nice to be a Mrs. After all, who hasn't dreamt of a perfect wedding? I have often done that in the past, to be perfectly honest. And I would have gotten married to my ex-boyfriend about five years ago had the bf not come along. Blame my being emotional now to hormones or pheromones or whatever. I'll get over this, I know but a part of me is still hurting.

I guess a pint of Magnolia Mango Ice Cream is in order. = )