excuses, excuses

It is safe to say that I am lazy. If I wasn't I'd have all the photos I'm supposed to upload in my computer, I'd be posting at least daily and I'd have a life! Hahaha! Unfortunately, I have done none of the above. My photos are still in the camera, I didn't post anything over the weekend and I am almost always in my bedroom.

I am not not exactly making any excuses for my behavior because this is what I am. Whenever I think of writing an exciting post, I tend to forget about it the next day. I don't really go anywhere so I can't blog about people or places I see. Instead of doing a post, I spend hours watching downloaded television shows or sleeping. I think of food I want to eat but end up eating what our help made because it's too much effort.

This probably part of the reason why I'm always broke because I'm not working hard enough. Hahaha! I make just enough and it's all gone in two days. I have plans of becoming a better person but I don't know where to begin. Being a lawyer is out because I no longer want to be a student. I am contemplating getting a real job, one that requires me to dress up and go to the office but I don't have the proper motivation yet.

Yes, I am lazy and making too many excuses. But forgive me for being human.

concerns

- The baby hasn't been eating quite well these past few days. He has lost weight and only likes to eat Koko Krunch, Oreo and donuts. I am thinking of letting him drink Propan TLC again.

- I am broke yet again. This isn't new. Since the bf and I don't share finances, I am at a loss. Hopefully, things will turn around next month since it'll be the baby's birthday!

- I hurt myself last week when I fell off my bike! Hahaha! I didn't tell anyone but the baby what happened. The skin in my right knee was scraped off and it hurts like hell. It'll soon be healed but I still can't wear shorts. I've been wearing capris and jeans for a week already and I hate it!

- The bf has been having problems with the business and that affects me too. Sales are slow and have been for the past month. We haven't traveled in almost three weeks for that reason. Although he is still optimistic, he is already considering a shift in another industry.