i have both a daily journal and a diary. i have a short memory span and i can barely remember people's names or what happened several days ago. to remind me of the events of the past, i rely on my journal. i used to write in my diary regularly until i stopped. if i'm not mistaken, my last entry was new year of 2012. i used to write when i felt sad, happy or mad. now i am too lazy to do it.
i remember when i was prepping for a board exam way back 2003. my roommate wrote a diary for her boyfriend. i wasn't that cheesy but she wanted to write with her. so i wrote. that diary proved to be my undoing. this was when i had problems with my former boyfriend and he rooted through my stuff when i slept one night. he read what i had written about our relationship. after three years, the relationship didn't last. looking back, it was three years too long.
but when i think of it, i don't need to write in a diary anymore. not when i have this blog. this blog is the recipient of my happiness, my sadness, my angst and so much more. all i have to do is look back at my past entries and i will recall moments of the past. i'm just sorry i'm too lazy to write at times. it's not really laziness but sometimes i really have nothing to write. hahaha! i mean if i spend most of the day just working and staying in the house, what should i post? i can hardly bore you with the daily tedium of my boring life.
nevertheless, thank you to the readers. i know my numbers it won't compete with other bloggers' readership but for me that's enough. i don't know who you are but i'm glad the ticker moves, albeit slowly.
i remember when i was prepping for a board exam way back 2003. my roommate wrote a diary for her boyfriend. i wasn't that cheesy but she wanted to write with her. so i wrote. that diary proved to be my undoing. this was when i had problems with my former boyfriend and he rooted through my stuff when i slept one night. he read what i had written about our relationship. after three years, the relationship didn't last. looking back, it was three years too long.
but when i think of it, i don't need to write in a diary anymore. not when i have this blog. this blog is the recipient of my happiness, my sadness, my angst and so much more. all i have to do is look back at my past entries and i will recall moments of the past. i'm just sorry i'm too lazy to write at times. it's not really laziness but sometimes i really have nothing to write. hahaha! i mean if i spend most of the day just working and staying in the house, what should i post? i can hardly bore you with the daily tedium of my boring life.
nevertheless, thank you to the readers. i know my numbers it won't compete with other bloggers' readership but for me that's enough. i don't know who you are but i'm glad the ticker moves, albeit slowly.
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