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the bf and my relationship isn't something extraordinary (although our first meeting was). i had a previous relationship that lasted for about 8 years more or less. almost everyone thought i'd end up marrying that man. but i as grew older, i realized that he wasn't the one. i knew deep down that i couldn't marry him even if we had agreed and actually set a date. i guess, it was perfect timing when the bf came along. although we were off to a rocky start, we still made it. but to be honest, i think everything became much smoother when i got pregnant. although we didn't plan on getting married yet (considering the fast growing rate of separation and annulment) we both wanted a child. i wanted a child because i thought i was advancing in age at 27 (hahaha!) while the bf had selfish reasons. he thought we would never break up once we had a child.
so when you think of it, the baby isn't unwanted but planned. and he has been the best thing that ever happened. i can honestly say that i love him more than anything or anyone in this world, the bf included.
nevertheless, our relationship become stronger and calmer. we used to fight over petty things and whatnot. but now, we're more laid back, happier and more content. we sometimes reminisce about the past and have a good laugh. the bf always says he loved me first and he loves me more than i love him. apparently, the fact that the baby looks so much like me is a testament to that. it has been said that if a child looks like her mother, the father is the one very much in love and vice versa. whatever.
i know that every relationship has its ups and downs. it's not always sunshine and flowers and chocolates but also tears, frustrations and pain. but it's part of life and living and i accept that. and even if things don't always turn out my way, i am and always will be happy. i don't know what the future holds for the bf and me. but i do know that for as long as we're still together, i will love him with all that i have.
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