ofw

working abroad has never left my mind since 2007. i was planning to migrate to australia then. i had applied for it but i only got as far as ielts. i lost interest when things started to get serious with the bf. i was also thinking of working in singapore as well but i didn't have much courage to leave. i knew i would be homesick. anyway, i gave birth in 2008 and i fell head over heels in love with the baby. being an ofw no longer had its appeal.

a few days ago, the thought of working abroad crossed my mind again. i was going to start looking for jobs abroad. but when i asked the bf, he told me no! i couldn't leave and work abroad, he wouldn't allow me to. just like that, huh? oh well... i guess i'm not meant for work away from home yet. besides, that would mean leaving the baby and i haven't been away from him for a long time. the longest i was away was only three days and i felt really guilty about that. so i'll let it rest for now... maybe next year i'll try again...