the big question

once in a while, i ponder and wonder what would have happened if i haven't met the bf during that fateful day. i met him in a place where i used to go with my ex-bf. at that time, i went there alone. next, he was driving the car of my cousin's husband. if it wasn't for the car, i wouldn't have noticed him at all. it's been six years since i first saw him and my life has changed upside down. yes, i admit it was for the better, after all i now have a baby.

if i didn't meet him then, i would have been married already. i probably would also have a child and i'd be living in my in-laws' house. i would still be working in the office and it would be the same old-same old for eternity.

i do not regret meeting the bf, to be perfectly honest. but sometimes, i can't help but wonder how my life would have turned out. in fairness to him, he helped me mature and be more responsible. but he also made me boring. hahaha! i no longer am lured by nightlife and going out. i prefer to sleep early and rise early instead of partying and drinking. oh well, i'll be thankful for this in the future. at least i'll still have great skin and be healthy even in my 40's.

one thing's for sure. if i didn't meet the bf, i wouldn't be travelling every week!