the bf and i usually talk about having another child. or rather he talks. i used to like the idea of having a little girl. so she can wear pink and dresses and i'd braid her hair etc. but as time goes by, i'm kinda hesitating. i don't know why but i don't think i'm ready yet. when i was younger i wanted to have four children: two boys and two girls. now, i'm fine with just one little boy.
the bf says one kid is just too lonely. he says the baby needs a sibling. and i'm like sure, but you have to guarantee that it's going to be a girl. hahaha! i remember seeing my sister's friend at the airport a couple of years ago. i asked her how many kids she has. her reply was this: just one. i don't need to add any more. and i'm like really??? and then i realized that yes, maybe it's better to have just one kid. even my sister does not think about adding another child of her own.
i'm really not open to getting pregnant at this time, i'll wait till the baby turns five or six and when i have a house of my own before i consider conceiving again. i know how to stall the bf anyway. if i do get pregnant before then, well i'll take it. a child is a blessing. and i have missed the smell of newborns. but if i can have my way, i'll stick to one- at this point in time.
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