I talked about going to law school and yesterday, I almost enrolled. I was convinced by my friends to give it a shot and I decided on whim to do so. However, my heart wasn't really in it.
I went to the school to make inquiries and was told I had to take a written examination and then get an interview with the dean. I did both yesterday and passed on both accounts. I was told my the dean's secretary to join the second class from 7pm to 9pm and enroll officially today. I am a late enrollee as classes already began last June 11.
So I joined the class and found it not up to par. I didn't like my classmates, for one. They were good for nothing, trying hard, wannabe lawyers who do not have intelligent things to say. Hahaha! I mean, I don't open my mouth in class if I am not sure of the answers. But they just kept on shooting off at the mouth even if it was sheer nonsense. Ugh! Then the teacher was a sarcastic and judgmental piece of you-know-what who felt she was a class above the rest. Just because you're a lawyer does not automatically mean you're superior from the rest of us! Plus, did I mention she had a lousy teaching technique?
During the class, I had no interest at all. It was not something I wanted and I knew I couldn't give my 100% to the classes. I do not like doing things half-baked or with half a heart because I know I will ultimately fail if I force myself. There was no proper motivation, no burning desire within me and for that, I decided not to pursue it. I asked the bf for his opinion and like me, he was also hesitant. He was also having second thoughts about telling me to enroll. And so I told him with your 50% and my 50%, we already have 100%.
I guess this means I will not be a lawyer in 2015. But who knows, I could become one in 2016!
I went to the school to make inquiries and was told I had to take a written examination and then get an interview with the dean. I did both yesterday and passed on both accounts. I was told my the dean's secretary to join the second class from 7pm to 9pm and enroll officially today. I am a late enrollee as classes already began last June 11.
So I joined the class and found it not up to par. I didn't like my classmates, for one. They were good for nothing, trying hard, wannabe lawyers who do not have intelligent things to say. Hahaha! I mean, I don't open my mouth in class if I am not sure of the answers. But they just kept on shooting off at the mouth even if it was sheer nonsense. Ugh! Then the teacher was a sarcastic and judgmental piece of you-know-what who felt she was a class above the rest. Just because you're a lawyer does not automatically mean you're superior from the rest of us! Plus, did I mention she had a lousy teaching technique?
During the class, I had no interest at all. It was not something I wanted and I knew I couldn't give my 100% to the classes. I do not like doing things half-baked or with half a heart because I know I will ultimately fail if I force myself. There was no proper motivation, no burning desire within me and for that, I decided not to pursue it. I asked the bf for his opinion and like me, he was also hesitant. He was also having second thoughts about telling me to enroll. And so I told him with your 50% and my 50%, we already have 100%.
I guess this means I will not be a lawyer in 2015. But who knows, I could become one in 2016!
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