no smoking please!

if i had to choose, i'd go for smoking over drinking. i used to smoke way back when i still partied and went out. my cigarette of choiced was marlboro-the green one. (i don't even remember what it's called anymore, menthol maybe.) i quit when i decided to get pregnant. since then i've made it a habit to live healthy. but last saturday, my uncle gave out cigarettes and i couldn't help myself. i took this pack home. i liked that it was slim. i shoved it in my drawer and promptly forgot about it. but last sunday, i was alone in the house. i remembered my cigarette and lit one up. ohhh.. it felt good. i know smoking is bad but i couldn't help myself. yesterday, i lit up another one and i felt guilty. i decided to bury the pack under my drawer, lest i be tempted again.

i hope the pack goes stale so i will have no choice but to throw it out. and i promise never to get another pack ever again, no matter how cute the cigarette looks.