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i am the type of person who knows when to say goodbye and let go. i believe in giving my all and my everything in a relationship-even just a friendship. i will not hesitate to help, to love, to care and to share. i am very trusting so expect that what is told to me is the truth. i always try to tell the truth but i also know when to keep my mouth shut.
to be perfectly honest, somewhere in the back of my mind, i'll be breaking up with the bf. somehow, i feel there is an end for us. i am not crazy or anything because i do love him but there are also parts of him i still do not like. even up to now, i just endure them because i love him. and i know that he's a good person. he hates some of my qualities too and i guess that's normal. but really, the fact that we're not married yet should speak for itself, right? i am comfortable with our relationship as it is. somehow the next step is too hard to take. besides, i'd really make a lousy wife! hahaha!
but i'm talking about letting go because one of my girlfriends has finally thrown in the towel. she's finally decided not to save her marriage. she has been struggling for over a year with her unfaithful husband and the sad thing is her mistress is overseas. imagine you are the wife and yet you have to compete with a mistress who is not even in the same country??? it's just absurd if you ask me. finally though, she gave up. and i am glad. she has been and still is the most faithful person i know and this is what she gets in turn. but then again, that piece of ass called his husband had a wandering eye even then. i didn't want her to marry him before. but who am i to say no? naturally, i can't say "i told you so".
i am not saying you have to let go and give up right away. it's just that people are only human. they also get tired. i got tired of my ex-bf even if we were together for about 10 years. we had a wedding date and would have married the next year. but i figured if this is what he is before marriage, then it's probably going to get worse. you can only take so much, after all.
to be perfectly honest, somewhere in the back of my mind, i'll be breaking up with the bf. somehow, i feel there is an end for us. i am not crazy or anything because i do love him but there are also parts of him i still do not like. even up to now, i just endure them because i love him. and i know that he's a good person. he hates some of my qualities too and i guess that's normal. but really, the fact that we're not married yet should speak for itself, right? i am comfortable with our relationship as it is. somehow the next step is too hard to take. besides, i'd really make a lousy wife! hahaha!
but i'm talking about letting go because one of my girlfriends has finally thrown in the towel. she's finally decided not to save her marriage. she has been struggling for over a year with her unfaithful husband and the sad thing is her mistress is overseas. imagine you are the wife and yet you have to compete with a mistress who is not even in the same country??? it's just absurd if you ask me. finally though, she gave up. and i am glad. she has been and still is the most faithful person i know and this is what she gets in turn. but then again, that piece of ass called his husband had a wandering eye even then. i didn't want her to marry him before. but who am i to say no? naturally, i can't say "i told you so".
i am not saying you have to let go and give up right away. it's just that people are only human. they also get tired. i got tired of my ex-bf even if we were together for about 10 years. we had a wedding date and would have married the next year. but i figured if this is what he is before marriage, then it's probably going to get worse. you can only take so much, after all.
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