mama mia!

my mother and father left for a week's vacation recently. that meant i was in charge of the household. not good!
for one, i had to think about food. and i'm not good at that. my mom was responsible for feeding us. all i had to do was sit and eat. but with her gone, i had to consider the menu for breakfast, lunch and dinner! not to mention snacks for the help. well because i could only make desserts, i had to resort to buying cooked food! and to tell my brother to eat out just so i wouldn't have to worry about what to feed him.
also, i couldn't just go travel with the bf since no one would be left with the baby. instead, i went out of town with baby and yaya in tow. out of town with my girlfriends. it was such fun but exhausting too. and my baby not used to sleeping at a stranger's house. oh it was my bff's house but he felt weird and slept quite late already.
so while i may be dreaming of living in my own house, with my own furniture and stuff, i guess the One up there knows i'm not quite ready yet. if i can't deal with meals for a short week? what hope is there for me? = ) yep, at my age, i still need my mama!