uninspired

Do you ever have days when you don't feel like getting out of bed? You don't want to face the world and all you want to do is curl up and sleep? I have some of those days too. It's not because I am depressed, more like uninspired.

Today is one of those days. I just feel tired and lazy and I don't want to do anything. I am not looking forward to writing, surfing the web, reading a book or cooking. It's like all I want to do is not do anything at all. I know it's bad because, here I am quite healthy, with complete facilities and yet I am not being productive. There are so many people struggling with so many problems and disabilities yet they are all doing their best to get by. But I also have to accept that I cannot force myself. Instead, I say a prayer and hope that I will feel much better later in the day. Oh, I can be a real trouper and churn out ten articles hours before the deadline, spend time with my son and the bf and act as if nothing is wrong. I will also be in the company of my family later on and celebrate my grandfather's birthday. But at some point this feeling will resurface and I will have to deal with it again.