it took me this long to write because september is the baby and my birth month. i was busy planning the baby's birthday and had to travel with the bf after. my birthday is just around the corner although i am not looking forward to that!
life seems just about right. so far i have no major problems, except for money (that isn't new!!).
so i am quite thankful to the Lord. the baby's getting healthier as well. he's taken to the new vitamins we introduced and he is eating decently, compared to before.
i got a new set of wheels! i'm just so glad to get rid of my old car. (thank you bf! hahaha!) although i did damage it a bit. luckily, the glass wasn't broken so it'll not be as expensive to repair. (sigh of relief!) it's my birthday present from the bf although i did contribute a bit. a teeny tiny bit, but i did contribute! come to think of it, i only wanted an iPhone!
my ex-bf wanted to add me as friend in facebook. i ignored it. he can think what he wants but we are not friends! it's not because i have feelings for him. it's just that i haven't forgiven him totally. a part of me still hates him for the dastardly brutal things he did to me. i must admit, part of it was my fault for letting him do it to me. but in a way, he took advantage of me. and for that i cannot forgive him. we were together for a long time and sometimes when think of it, i get mad. i have moved on. but the ex-bf and i will probably not be friends anymore, at least for me anyway.
i'm going to be 30 soon. ouch! that's quite a painful admission. but one of my girlfriends said that if you are at an age ending 9, its unlucky. when the bf and i looked back, it was kind of unlucky for me too. so i am ready to say goodbye to being 29!! although the bf teases me of being old. i simply retort, you are older so who are you to say that??
i'm looking forward to christmas! even if i won't get any present from santa this year! i almost never do! that's okay... i've been blessed and am continually blessed. what more can i ask for?
life seems just about right. so far i have no major problems, except for money (that isn't new!!).
so i am quite thankful to the Lord. the baby's getting healthier as well. he's taken to the new vitamins we introduced and he is eating decently, compared to before.
i got a new set of wheels! i'm just so glad to get rid of my old car. (thank you bf! hahaha!) although i did damage it a bit. luckily, the glass wasn't broken so it'll not be as expensive to repair. (sigh of relief!) it's my birthday present from the bf although i did contribute a bit. a teeny tiny bit, but i did contribute! come to think of it, i only wanted an iPhone!
my ex-bf wanted to add me as friend in facebook. i ignored it. he can think what he wants but we are not friends! it's not because i have feelings for him. it's just that i haven't forgiven him totally. a part of me still hates him for the dastardly brutal things he did to me. i must admit, part of it was my fault for letting him do it to me. but in a way, he took advantage of me. and for that i cannot forgive him. we were together for a long time and sometimes when think of it, i get mad. i have moved on. but the ex-bf and i will probably not be friends anymore, at least for me anyway.
i'm going to be 30 soon. ouch! that's quite a painful admission. but one of my girlfriends said that if you are at an age ending 9, its unlucky. when the bf and i looked back, it was kind of unlucky for me too. so i am ready to say goodbye to being 29!! although the bf teases me of being old. i simply retort, you are older so who are you to say that??
i'm looking forward to christmas! even if i won't get any present from santa this year! i almost never do! that's okay... i've been blessed and am continually blessed. what more can i ask for?
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