i started this blog way back in 2009. but i stopped writing because i just got too caught up with motherhood, work, the bf and life... you know how it goes. anyway.
this year, i decided to resurrect my blog from the dead and decided to write daily. then i realized that was just too unrealistic. so i dared to do at least 2 posts a week. i did it--sometimes! i mean when i travel, i don't bring my computer. not only is it additional baggage for me but i really have to time to write/surf etc. it's useful only for watching movies and if my power runs out? so that's out.
also, i have bad eyes. or sick eyes for that matter. and now more than ever, my eyes are really failing me. my left eye twitches and it scares me. my optician told me before that my right eye was weak so my left eye compensates. i didn't put too much stock in it until this week. yes, the twitching and watery eyes. i went so far as to shut my left eye and used my right eye only. it was indeed blurred. i couldn't make out faces or shapes or letters with a distance of only 3 meters. i was that nearsighted! that meant less computer time, hence less blog posts.
having said that, my blog is so obscure, i don't know if anyone but me knows it exists. sad it may be, it is the truth. i mean, what is the point of writing if no one else can read it. but the thing is, i don't really care. i don't have excellent memory. things tend to overlap or get lost in my memory bank. that is why i have a journal, a diary to remind of what i did that particular day etc. and this blog is one way of keeping tabs with my life. i will read back and recall my thoughts and musings last month or last week.
so even if no one but me reads this, i will keep on writing. who knows, a random commenter just might be lurking around the corner... = )
this year, i decided to resurrect my blog from the dead and decided to write daily. then i realized that was just too unrealistic. so i dared to do at least 2 posts a week. i did it--sometimes! i mean when i travel, i don't bring my computer. not only is it additional baggage for me but i really have to time to write/surf etc. it's useful only for watching movies and if my power runs out? so that's out.
also, i have bad eyes. or sick eyes for that matter. and now more than ever, my eyes are really failing me. my left eye twitches and it scares me. my optician told me before that my right eye was weak so my left eye compensates. i didn't put too much stock in it until this week. yes, the twitching and watery eyes. i went so far as to shut my left eye and used my right eye only. it was indeed blurred. i couldn't make out faces or shapes or letters with a distance of only 3 meters. i was that nearsighted! that meant less computer time, hence less blog posts.
having said that, my blog is so obscure, i don't know if anyone but me knows it exists. sad it may be, it is the truth. i mean, what is the point of writing if no one else can read it. but the thing is, i don't really care. i don't have excellent memory. things tend to overlap or get lost in my memory bank. that is why i have a journal, a diary to remind of what i did that particular day etc. and this blog is one way of keeping tabs with my life. i will read back and recall my thoughts and musings last month or last week.
so even if no one but me reads this, i will keep on writing. who knows, a random commenter just might be lurking around the corner... = )
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